So, for the past few weeks I haven’t quite felt like myself. I guess I am partially writing this to see how many people will actually look at it without me posting it on Facebook, and to see if anyone else will mention my blog on there. I doubt it but what ever. Anyways, I seriously dread going to school everyday, probably more than the average person. My classes are super spread out for one, so for example, tomorrow I have three classes and a lab but will be in Saginaw for 13 1/2 hours. Ugh that’s disgusting. Going home I don’t really do anything either. I come home, go to my room, maybe watch a T.V. show with my mom, then sit in my room and attempt to sleep. It generally doesn’t happen since it’s currently 12:19 a.m. I guess I am also writing this to see if actually writing it out might help. I’m not too sure yet. I haven’t really talked to anyone in a while either. Sure I go to dance for six hours once a week, sure I go to book club, but like KayLee, Hannah, Bridget, I haven’t really hung out with them in a while, but I doubt that’s really the cause of my issue. I can’t even focus on my paper that is due tomorrow. Instead I am sitting in my room listening to music writing this, for whatever this thing might be. Speaking of work, I need to finish It’s Kind of a Funny Story before Saturday when Book Club meets up and goes to see the movie. Anyways, I don’t really eat like I used to either. I might eat one meal, maybe two, with some kind of unhealthy drink. As in today, I had TWO energy drinks and my Gramma’s dinner, which I didn’t even eat the whole proportion she gave me. By the way, it’s cold in my house and I also hate the cold. Maybe it’s the weather that’s doing this. . . . . nah. Oh right, I also don’t have a car because after FOUR days of driving it, the motor quit. So I have been waiting on that to get fixed since the first week of school. I suddenly also find myself watching my weight, which is really weird because 1) I never ever have before, and 2) I know for a fact I really don’t need to, yet at least twice a week I’m looking at the scale. What the heck? Well, I really know what else to have a mini rant about so now that it is 12:36, me and my 450 words are going to get back to the never moving Facebook and not sleep, because that’s what we do every night.